semester 3 completed

time flies rapidly

here comes to the end of my semester 3

3 semesters left to graduate

next year I'm 21 years old

oh dear...

result has released

2HDs and 2D

this result is what I aimed to achieve from the very beginning of third semester

but what surprise me is that my corporate finance scored 90 marks

really give me a big surprise

I thought my accounting information system will score 93 and above

I just scored 89 marks.... not really satisfied about it

but what my friend told me after I had made my complaint....

guess what

they asked my to SHUT UP MY MOUTH!!!

opppsss, sorry~

in semester 1, my average mark is 81.5   (2HDs, 2Ds)

in semester 2, my average mark is 80.25 (2HDs, 1D, 1C)

in semester 3, my average mark is 81.25 (2HDs, 2Ds)

in semester 4, I hope there will be 3HDs and 1D in this list 

and pray hard not to let my average marks drop lower than 80... =)

so, have to work harder next semester, no play play anymore

but the problem is I have been working very hard for the past semesters

well, the outcome is almost the same

it's quite weird as I can manage to maintain my result for 3 semesters

for me, it's GREAT!!!

thanks for those who congratulated me even though my result is not the best... but still the best from their point of view...

Next semester, 3HDs is my TARGET.... if manage to get 4HDs, why not??? 

All the best to those who are still trying their best preparing their examinations....

Saturday I'm going to Thailand

The very first time to have a FLIGHT~~~

yahoo.....

my younger sister said 16 years old only is the first time to sit in aeroplane...

I asked her: "how about your sister, me? 20 years old already~ you SHUT UP!!!"

you are a lucky girl

my roommate told me...

"You are lucky to have such wonderful friends"

indeed

she quite admire me that i have such friends who like to come to my room and tease me, get me into trouble

but most of the time my friends will bully me together with Elie, is just a DISASTER!!!

im hapless person but im happy to have such friends who are around me although we all are damn busy people most of the time...

Milo, you are lucky!

I'm still alive

Having 26 assignments in this semester
WTH
but all assignments have submitted last week
now I have my time to focus on my final exam which I didn't even revise at all (how to go for exam?)

I think I'm having a fever now because I just slept for 2-3 hours that had last for a month and very stress everyday
I'm like going mad soon
Why this course is like torturing us?
My mum seems like not busy as I am
Why others said uni life is fun
But why we have to stay in UNI everyday until 12am, sometimes late than that?!!!

Okay, end of my complaints, have to rest now, later still have class...

Cheers.

It's just a process

Failure...

Disappointment...

Emo for few days...

Motivate myself...

Continue to work hard on studies...



This is the PROCESS of PART OF MY UNI LIFE ...



The worst thing in life (for me) but still keep repeating every time when results are out...

Not because I did not self-examine but it's just unpreventable...

Am I setting a high expectation for myself?

But it's attainable for others....

Why they can do better than me???

Why I'm not doing better than them??? (Good Question, no solution for it)
 

大二了

大二了

两年后就毕业了呀

时间过得很快呵~

大一全年总平均80.88

处在危险水平

虽然已达到大学所要求的70分或以上的总平均以继续维持50%的奖学金

但为了把贷学金PTPTN loan 转换成奖学金

我得得到80分或以上的总平均~

代表我还得再加把劲

六年的中学生涯我连80分的总平均都没得过

不

应该从小学至中学

我只拿过两次80分以上的总平均

哈哈~

现在突然发现以前的我怎么那么差劲呀~

有个很要好的朋友问我

我怎么会有那股为了达到自己的目标而坚持到底的干劲

我跟她说

Because I have to accomplish my own goal. Is a MUST! Although many people think that my goal is unattainable, but for me, it is attainable and achievable. I believe I can make it.

加油，MILO!!!

烦恼

今天上来大扫除
很多蜘蛛网呵

很久没来这里写了
其实最近也没什么
只是有一件事让我烦恼
当一得知那件事时
想必我那错愕的样子很可笑
但那件事真得一点都不好笑

想不到
真的想不到
会发生这种事
虽然不肯定
如果那些不是玩笑的话
那就可以证明那是事实了

拜托
别真是事实
我真的接受不到
不知道下一步该怎么办呀

ups and downs in my life

"Someone cry not because she is weak but has been too strong for a long time"

I admited I have been too strong for a long time
Although Im stressful, Im still pretending to smile and laugh everytime
Not because im crazy but to let everyone knows im okay

Mummy knows me very well
She knews Im too stress so she gave me some advise
Im the one who couldn't handle someone entering my inner soul
I dont want anyone knows
When they are talking something which I used to keep it deeply in my heart
Tears will always drip down and  I will realise that Im not strong as what I think myself is

Crying is just one of the method to release your tension
Journey still has to be continued
So, just do your best!!!
Milo, you can do it!!!

semester break

what is semester break???
with regards to outsiders, it is just simply means holiday
BUT for uni students, it is the time rushing for assignment and exam preparation

This week is sem break
But im staying in hostel almost the whole week!!!!
Now I hate Disney..... the assignment is troublesome!!!
=.=

Still have many stuffs to do
Monday presentation
Tuesday ADM test
Wednesday is the time to prepare for next presentation
Thursday is time to submit report and back home =)
Friday is an important day for me.... XD

Almost every week routine the same tasks, haiz...
still got:
3 presentations to go
5 assignments to complete
suffering low energy every end of the days but still have to be in awake manner
Alamak!!!

他

为什么世上会有这种人？
我很不明白~
我很天真的以为这种人不会出现在我的世界中
偏偏就是要让我碰见
搞得高EQ的我因为他而每天好像吃了炸药般
有些事适可而止就好
对待一个朋友何必这样
如果是真心的话
用真诚的心对待他们就很足够了
不能因为利益关系而出卖他人
答应过别人说会改，怎么好像变本加厉了？
谎言说了一大堆到底有什么目的？
到底要掩盖什么事实？
干嘛每次瞧不起人？
大庭广众侮辱人很了不起吗？
真的很想问他：你到底懂不懂什么叫朋友？

回忆。甜中有苦，苦中有甜

昨晚因为大脑过度兴奋
导致我睡不着
翻来覆去想个没完没了
想回以前的点点滴滴
不禁莞尔
我就是这样的人
脑袋闲不下来
什么东西都可以胡乱想一通

小红胎记之事
小时候右脸颊有个小红胎记，像小蝴蝶结
有一次在幼稚园画画时
当时是要画自己
画了后，还特意把小红胎记画下去

差不多六岁那年
小红胎记流血
因为系在窗帘的蝴蝶结拆了
原因是我妈怀孕我时曾系过它
一当拆了
就会流血
胎记变得很浅色
几乎看不见
很神奇
这种事不由得你不信

现在看回小时候的照片
不怕认不出我来
红红一点就是我啦~

家
我一岁那年
我姐八岁
那年我们终于有我们的第一间家
也是现有的家
很棒！

幼稚园生活--无忧无虑
四岁就读
那所幼稚园叫小豆豆
哈哈
那三年真是过得无忧无虑
读书写字玩乐
幸好没考试
早上做早操都要唱的歌，如下：
“左三圈，右三圈，
脖子扭扭， 屁股扭扭，
早睡早起， 咱们来做运动。
动动手呀，动动脚呀，一起深呼吸，
学爷爷唱唱跳跳永远不会老。”
哈哈
原来我还记得

有时老师会带我们去游玩
回去的路途老师会要我们唱“红蜻蜓”
“飞呀飞呀看那红色蜻蜓飞在蓝色天空......”

五岁那年出水痘
痒死我
不用去上课
哈哈

还记得六岁那年
我们有服装秀
结果我是要穿印度服装-- 纱丽
额头上还特意贴了“红点”
但脚上却穿着运动鞋
哈哈哈哈

小学生活--男生真是欺人太甚
读了六年
一级有五班

我在第三班
不前不后的持续了六年

一年级
从幼稚园的无忧无虑一下子转换环境到一所全日制的华小
我当然无法适应
连抄白板上的字都是难题
尤其是方块字
或许是不会写的缘故
再加上又写得慢
老师一擦
没得抄了
眼泪又来了
最后老师没办法只好帮我抄~（老师真可怜）

那时
都是我妈带我上学
有一次去到学校才发现我忘了做功课就哭了
小时候可是出了名的爱哭包
因为没能在七点半前交功课就要被鞭打
被我妈骂了之后就跟我领桌借功课抄
怎知我领桌说：“老师讲不能借别人抄功课。”
好个听话的学生
现在回想起都觉得好笑

第一次的考试
我得了全班第四名
总平均91.XX
我妈超高兴
送了我RM60的手表
想不到我笨笨的+爱哭包还能得第四
哈哈

二年级
被夹在两个男生的中间
坐最后一排
那两个男生因为同幼稚园的关系
合力一起欺负我
气死我！！！！
害得我每次被老师处罚
学业退步得很厉害
班上有50人
上午班得20多名
下午班得45名！！！！

有时他们把我的文具丢进垃圾桶
隔天才告诉我实情
我当然拿不回
垃圾倒了怎拿得回？！
气得我哭了
总之天天都在欺负我就对了
他们的名字我还记得一清二楚
从那时起我都很讨厌男生
讨厌透了
或许因为太刻骨铭心
到现在我都不参男生

三年级
成绩有所回升
成绩保持在10名以内
第三是最好的

四年级
被选上科学室管理员
班主任才问我要不要当班长
我当然不要
我最怕做领导人

班主任还选我为“好学生”
说白了就是班上的模范生
每个月每一级各一位
从前面班开始
所以每一级在一年内有五位“好学生”
在周会时颁发徽章
别在衣领上一个月
有些尴尬

一个月后
我不知道要不要归还
就去副校长室归还
结果副校长说不用归还
还帮我别上
又是尴尬一场
当时的我真单纯

年尾时
被老师选上学长
没得拒绝

五年级
做了学长
没人敢欺负我
因为都怕我手上的记录簿
哈哈哈
其实那本记录簿是写爽的
不用交给副校长的
哈哈

六年级
还是学长
不知成绩怎退步了（语文科永远都是最差的~）
华语还得D
华文作文糟得连老师都拿给我妈看
当时的我真想钻进洞里

UPSR考得还不错
还有三科A
哈哈

中学生活--回忆无限多
报名时
总平均要达到70分或以上方可免考
结果我的成绩69.81分
差一点点
我妈问可不可以不用考
他们说如果不用考的话给RM200
学校真会“吃钱”

买课本时
不知怎的聊到我读 E 班
说3个A差不多都是读后面几班的啦
好看不起人
下定决心要为后面班争口气

初一成绩不错
初二跳去 C 班
有压力
至少成绩平平的度过了一年

当年被选上书法组副文书
又被选上华文学会正文书
真的满忙的一年

初三还是C班
成绩也是有史以来最差的
60.XX
哈哈
还是顺利过关

高一
没想到能进高一A
几乎都是B和C班的
我这E班的
第一次考试
得第25名
高数不及格（53分）
梁伯讲下次谁少过50分每天都要留下来
我怕所以我更努力（胆小鬼一名）
第二次考试
得第5名
吓死我
自从那时开始
我就拼了~

高二
成绩还是前十名

高三
第一次考试
得第二名
我人生中第一次耶！
高兴得不得了
终于为后面班争口气

领SPM成绩那天
由于考试
托至12点才拿
我伯伯一直打我家里电话
我爸一直说我还没拿
哈哈哈
我看我妈一整天在公司都心不在焉吧？
担心我这女儿马来文不及格
从我UPSR，PMR一直担心到我SPM
哈哈
得知自己拿8个A！！！
那一刻高兴死我
我妈在电话那里应该是还以为自已听错吧？！
哈哈

大学生活--压力大
因为UEC得6个A
他们给我50%奖学金
条件是三年里总平均70以上
所以超级压力

大学住宿
每星期回一次家
在宿舍读书
读到压力大时
就很想家
因为在家
看不到别人的勤奋
心自然没那么慌乱

还没转系之前
考试来临
压力特别大
看到其他人有的超用功念书，超聪明的
一向都不聪明的我
单凭我努力地跟别人比勤奋
总是徒劳无功
成绩差强人意
当你知道比别人差那么一大截时
你何尝不会感到一阵阵的压迫感？
每当洗澡时都会上演同一场戏
就是泪流满面
那一个semester
是我求学时经历过最糟糕的一次

希望接下来的我
能活得快快乐乐
记下人生中的点点滴滴
好让以后的我不会忘记以前的我
谢谢中学让我华语进步很多

driving test

At last
I had passed my driving test today
Haiz..
Before my test, almost everyday worried about my test
Maybe I'm lucky today
Many of them couldn't pass all three sections

My mum said I'm lucky
I agreed
Ya, I'm soooooo LUCKY !!!

They asked me to drive
B...b...but I scare to drive......
>0<