我，就是这么一个人

突然觉得
一路以来自己都是长不大的大小孩
许多风风雨雨我都没经历过
算是名副其实的温室里的小花

我
喜欢呆在家人的身边
喜欢分享我这上班族在公司所经历的点点滴滴
喜欢说些我在公司出糗的事
更喜欢他们笑话我
因为我喜欢带给他们欢笑

我
总喜欢在我妈面前撒撒娇
总喜欢叮咛我姐需要减胖
总喜欢唠叨我妹要努力用功

我
一勤劳就会吓死人
一懒惰就会气死人

我
不明白为什么别人会把最好的留给自己
因为我总是习惯把最好的留给他人

我
不明白为什么别人一直羡慕我，欣赏我
我就只是那么卑微
没什么值得人家向我学习

我
一直都看到别人的优点
却觉得我有一大堆缺点

我
一直都没想过出国留学
只因为在我很小的时候
我就知道
家里没那个能力让我出国留学
那时我姐想出国都没机会
我没有出国留学当然对她比较公平
我妈一直都很好奇一直都问我为什么不要出国
我都一直说我从来都没想过
但现在想出国留学的念头却开始萌芽了
真是拜我朋友所赐

我
有很多梦想
每次都会跟我妹说
但她每次都翻白眼
或许她听腻了
不过我还是爱说
管我

不过我希望我这小不点
有这能力去实现自己的梦想
加油！

semester 3 completed

time flies rapidly

here comes to the end of my semester 3

3 semesters left to graduate

next year I'm 21 years old

oh dear...

result has released

2HDs and 2D

this result is what I aimed to achieve from the very beginning of third semester

but what surprise me is that my corporate finance scored 90 marks

really give me a big surprise

I thought my accounting information system will score 93 and above

I just scored 89 marks.... not really satisfied about it

but what my friend told me after I had made my complaint....

guess what

they asked my to SHUT UP MY MOUTH!!!

opppsss, sorry~

in semester 1, my average mark is 81.5   (2HDs, 2Ds)

in semester 2, my average mark is 80.25 (2HDs, 1D, 1C)

in semester 3, my average mark is 81.25 (2HDs, 2Ds)

in semester 4, I hope there will be 3HDs and 1D in this list 

and pray hard not to let my average marks drop lower than 80... =)

so, have to work harder next semester, no play play anymore

but the problem is I have been working very hard for the past semesters

well, the outcome is almost the same

it's quite weird as I can manage to maintain my result for 3 semesters

for me, it's GREAT!!!

thanks for those who congratulated me even though my result is not the best... but still the best from their point of view...

Next semester, 3HDs is my TARGET.... if manage to get 4HDs, why not??? 

All the best to those who are still trying their best preparing their examinations....

Saturday I'm going to Thailand

The very first time to have a FLIGHT~~~

yahoo.....

my younger sister said 16 years old only is the first time to sit in aeroplane...

I asked her: "how about your sister, me? 20 years old already~ you SHUT UP!!!"

you are a lucky girl

my roommate told me...

"You are lucky to have such wonderful friends"

indeed

she quite admire me that i have such friends who like to come to my room and tease me, get me into trouble

but most of the time my friends will bully me together with Elie, is just a DISASTER!!!

im hapless person but im happy to have such friends who are around me although we all are damn busy people most of the time...

Milo, you are lucky!

I'm still alive

Having 26 assignments in this semester
WTH
but all assignments have submitted last week
now I have my time to focus on my final exam which I didn't even revise at all (how to go for exam?)

I think I'm having a fever now because I just slept for 2-3 hours that had last for a month and very stress everyday
I'm like going mad soon
Why this course is like torturing us?
My mum seems like not busy as I am
Why others said uni life is fun
But why we have to stay in UNI everyday until 12am, sometimes late than that?!!!

Okay, end of my complaints, have to rest now, later still have class...

Cheers.

It's just a process

Failure...

Disappointment...

Emo for few days...

Motivate myself...

Continue to work hard on studies...



This is the PROCESS of PART OF MY UNI LIFE ...



The worst thing in life (for me) but still keep repeating every time when results are out...

Not because I did not self-examine but it's just unpreventable...

Am I setting a high expectation for myself?

But it's attainable for others....

Why they can do better than me???

Why I'm not doing better than them??? (Good Question, no solution for it)
 

大二了

大二了

两年后就毕业了呀

时间过得很快呵~

大一全年总平均80.88

处在危险水平

虽然已达到大学所要求的70分或以上的总平均以继续维持50%的奖学金

但为了把贷学金PTPTN loan 转换成奖学金

我得得到80分或以上的总平均~

代表我还得再加把劲

六年的中学生涯我连80分的总平均都没得过

不

应该从小学至中学

我只拿过两次80分以上的总平均

哈哈~

现在突然发现以前的我怎么那么差劲呀~

有个很要好的朋友问我

我怎么会有那股为了达到自己的目标而坚持到底的干劲

我跟她说

Because I have to accomplish my own goal. Is a MUST! Although many people think that my goal is unattainable, but for me, it is attainable and achievable. I believe I can make it.

加油，MILO!!!

烦恼

今天上来大扫除
很多蜘蛛网呵

很久没来这里写了
其实最近也没什么
只是有一件事让我烦恼
当一得知那件事时
想必我那错愕的样子很可笑
但那件事真得一点都不好笑

想不到
真的想不到
会发生这种事
虽然不肯定
如果那些不是玩笑的话
那就可以证明那是事实了

拜托
别真是事实
我真的接受不到
不知道下一步该怎么办呀